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He Cared I could tell him everything
Without any fear
He was such a dear.
We would always talk for hours
Always have something to say
He made it where I couldn't wait to see the next day.
His voice was so sweet, so caring
He was even a little daring.
His thoughts and worries on my problems
He learned so such
He cared so much
It makes me feel sarrow
When I have to say good-bye tomarrow.
Childhood Nightmare He looked me in the eyes
And still he told me lies
He told me he loved me, that he cared.
So I shared a part of me, a part of me I dared.
Now when I look back
I noticed what I lacked
I lacked a brain, which I needed
And a heart that bleeded only for him.
His touch made my blood rush
Gawd how I loved it when he fussed
He would hold me in his arms, stroke my hair, kiss my lips
But never would I think he didn't really give a shit.
He told me lies, really big ones
And now eight years later my hate has begun
Never have I before hated a man with all I had
But now to believe he was a fag.
I wish on a star
To travel far
To never relive that nightmare again.
Slumber My engery drains
Every passing day
Its like I'm bound by chains when I want to say.
Did I really mean those words
Those words I said
And now I lay alone...alone in our bed.
For some reason, I want to pull him close
Everytime I see his face
Let him chase my fears away.
And I know these words, you're hearing or reading mean nothing at all
But without them down...down I may fall.
Slumber is such a wonderful thing
Because without it how would we dream?
Fool I see eyes, they're all on me
Or atleast....thats how it seems.
Everyday when I go to school
I can't help but feel like such a fool.
With these chains and locks I'll never break
That only I can feel
The making of everything that I need to seal.
Can't help but to think they're watching me
Is it wrong to hide the key?
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